haha...very long never post le:) have been chatting with rainer these few days..
by the way this week school, or should i say last week? dun care la...
i mean last week there was two days that i was almost late for school sial..atually is i ownself wake up later then usual de but who call the bus suay? come late.... then i jus say is he bus's fault , it was useful for the 1st day but not the second day...haiz....
i later will post some photos..
by the way last week i had a great surprise in school and had also great fun in school hahas.. lthough i cut my hair nothing seem to change... in fact i had lots fun.
by the way last week after cca i ook bus together with jade...,and now i nor rainer....hahas....so haappy!!!!!!
although everything seem to change for the better, when many people are working for their future, some peoepl around me yet seem to be walking back to the past. i dun like my past....i wan to forget about my past...but why do you all kep reminding me of them....many bad memories of past i can not forget even ince now...altough i dun have a happy past... but in fact i tried my past to make my present happy....but why cant you all ?
wads the use of remembering te past?
i never blamed anyone for my past, although i sometimes do feel sad and troubled, i tried my best to forget all, i tried my best to hide them , for a long time i have never shed any tears for an bad or unhappy circumstances , its becos i told mself that... no matter wad i cannot let you all in fact anyone to noe how i feel. but because of you the both famillies cannot be happy.... its because i promise to protect my daddy, i never told anything to them... was i wrong? cant we all jus forget the past and live happily?