Jul 23, 2010
Jul 17, 2010
这时得我还好吗？
李志勇，这个名字对我来说，我感到很充满歉意， 我不知道能说些什么。我只是觉得这个地方没有了我，会不会对有些人来说烦恼和痛苦回忆也会没有？那天我听了那件事，我的脑海里浮现了很多事情， 我很乱，我不知道我到底怎么了，为何我所的决定都反浮变错的？为什么开心的日子总是只有一小段的时间？就算在掩饰的多好， 人也都是会累的。我累了我很希望一切的一切都回到一个段落。让我好好的开心，将一切都忘了。这个星期的我，眼泪经常无控制的往下流，这是老天爷要告诉我，不要在逞强的意思吗？为什么，对我来说，我的亲戚，老师，甚至家人都不是我可以分享心事的人？这一切我都希望是个梦，因为我不知道自己还能呈多久。如果每个人都有一个不想被人家提起的要点，这些会是我的吗？今天的我，向紫玫瑰在一次的许愿，说我傻吗？难道我连骗自己，让自己好过一点的机会都没有吗？但我相信天无绝人之路总有一天，我一定会找到属于自己的那条路的。 我不会让任何人看到我软弱的一面的。应为无论是现在还是以后我都会是经常口常开的慧娴的！ 加油！kambadei！
Jul 13, 2010
hahahha......tks u
im now at cindy house! wa seh... condo wor....will be lending or buying uniform from her... thanks so much...im so happy....having you two with me is really my best decision...thank you two so much for being with me through thick and thins although so many things happen... thanks so much...you all are my forever...forever....forever sister....!!!! luv ya.... with you all, i had lots of joy ... with you all i can see lots rainbow!! maybe later can pose my costumes photo along with them...... i also dun noe wad i will look like wearing that...:O
Jul 11, 2010
life?
haha...very long never post le:) have been chatting with rainer these few days..
by the way this week school, or should i say last week? dun care la...
i mean last week there was two days that i was almost late for school sial..atually is i ownself wake up later then usual de but who call the bus suay? come late.... then i jus say is he bus's fault , it was useful for the 1st day but not the second day...haiz....
i later will post some photos..
by the way last week i had a great surprise in school and had also great fun in school hahas.. lthough i cut my hair nothing seem to change... in fact i had lots fun.
by the way last week after cca i ook bus together with jade...,and now i nor rainer....hahas....so haappy!!!!!!
although everything seem to change for the better, when many people are working for their future, some peoepl around me yet seem to be walking back to the past. i dun like my past....i wan to forget about my past...but why do you all kep reminding me of them....many bad memories of past i can not forget even ince now...altough i dun have a happy past... but in fact i tried my past to make my present happy....but why cant you all ?
wads the use of remembering te past?
i never blamed anyone for my past, although i sometimes do feel sad and troubled, i tried my best to forget all, i tried my best to hide them , for a long time i have never shed any tears for an bad or unhappy circumstances , its becos i told mself that... no matter wad i cannot let you all in fact anyone to noe how i feel. but because of you the both famillies cannot be happy.... its because i promise to protect my daddy, i never told anything to them... was i wrong? cant we all jus forget the past and live happily?
by the way this week school, or should i say last week? dun care la...
i mean last week there was two days that i was almost late for school sial..atually is i ownself wake up later then usual de but who call the bus suay? come late.... then i jus say is he bus's fault , it was useful for the 1st day but not the second day...haiz....
i later will post some photos..
by the way last week i had a great surprise in school and had also great fun in school hahas.. lthough i cut my hair nothing seem to change... in fact i had lots fun.
by the way last week after cca i ook bus together with jade...,and now i nor rainer....hahas....so haappy!!!!!!
although everything seem to change for the better, when many people are working for their future, some peoepl around me yet seem to be walking back to the past. i dun like my past....i wan to forget about my past...but why do you all kep reminding me of them....many bad memories of past i can not forget even ince now...altough i dun have a happy past... but in fact i tried my past to make my present happy....but why cant you all ?
wads the use of remembering te past?
i never blamed anyone for my past, although i sometimes do feel sad and troubled, i tried my best to forget all, i tried my best to hide them , for a long time i have never shed any tears for an bad or unhappy circumstances , its becos i told mself that... no matter wad i cannot let you all in fact anyone to noe how i feel. but because of you the both famillies cannot be happy.... its because i promise to protect my daddy, i never told anything to them... was i wrong? cant we all jus forget the past and live happily?
Jul 4, 2010
thi sday
im now at downtown east chalet....ofcos not using my com....yesterday went to nevin's sister's birthday party. located at east coast. and i actually went from woodlands and met ken, kaixiang and hui xin at jurong east... and damn it lo... i keep on get trick by ken...keep on playing with them especially KEN. then when we reach there... we were like so lost that we could not find his chalet.
but in the end we ended up having fun. there was 3 dogs at the chalet. i played with the dogs and.... i started HAVING rashes f*** lo.
then although it was raining, the four of us still played outside...had lots of fun could not not admit that i did went mad.
sometimes nevin got come out and accompany us la.. by the way i gave his sister a cute cute water bottle as birthday present. we also went for bowling.. on our way there, there was one part where, ken and hui xin was walking together , then nevin went forward to push huixin away then walk in the middle. hahas... maybe jealous ba.
ony after playing , ii knew that im terribly bad with bowling , im gonna try my best to ppractice...
me, ken and hui xin went home together, we chatted on the taxi and train, on the way, my nose started to bleed..haiz,,,,
we chatted about ots of things, one of them was, whether shall we hold a b'day party for ms cheung and plan the birthday pplan for nevin.....
dun wan write le....maybe wan go play bowling , or go sleep , or .. do other things la..bb:P
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